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"If what you mean by upbeat is kinda makes you wanna jump off a building,then yeah!"   
08:05pm 26/03/2004
 
mood: stressed
Welll..the day was certainly not uneventful. I'll start with second period because thats where most of it began. So we took an operational readiness test basically involving dates and times and things to know within the core. The grades were atrocious, because people have absolutely no responsibility. Well, thats not fair. But it applies to alot of them. So Captain Faughner, in order to make his point, read the grades aloud to the flight(no names of course)
And apparently several people had a problem with this, and thought it to be a waste of class time and Ryan of course had to start with him.He gave the OH was it really necessary to do that and just basically backtalking him and being disrespectful. So Cptn Faughner said something about he won't tolerate insubordinance and he can leave if thats the way he feels. Then basically it just escalated from there. In the end, the people that walked off from the class were josh,francis,jason,ryan,eric,and paul.

By gym, I had some serious agression to take out and was thouroughly confused, which wasnt helped by christina asking if me and Matt are going out, which totally caught me off guard. I told him she asked that and he thought it was funny.
So I took some agression out on the volleyball and actually had some fun today instead of standing back like I normally do. Talked to Josh in german about the whole incident..really
want to talk to Mike lately. Been missing him. My overall opinion of the people in class today,was that Eric and Paul maybe were a little legitimate--eric more than paul-but that doesnt make the thing excusable by any means. And-if thats their attitude than we dont need that type of person for a leader.
 
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07:05pm 25/03/2004
 
mood: distressed
arrrg where to start where to start.ERM.yesterday..ill start by period.

HISTORY-had test..was fairly easy.

ROTC-yesterday was uniform day,but we had several guest speakers (korean war veterans)so there was no open ranks inspection. We did the promotions before the the first speaker, and I got Airman First Class yesterday.

GYM-we had FOUR people on our volley ball team. cuz everyone else was at that play thing. >>;. it was me,cheryl,robbie,
and sarah.the team we were playing outnumbered us by like five people.

ENGLISH-finished The Old Man and the Sea stuff.

ALGEBRA-test

LUNCH-nothing out of the ordinary

GERMAN-Frau decided to move the room all around so now I sit behind Josh Powell.

STUDY HALL-watched speakers again, talked to Captain Faughner about some things.

BIOLOGY-had quiz.went over some controlled breeding notes.

That was yesterday. Today was fairly good as well I suppose. Watched a video in history,ROTC we went outside and did D&C work.

Lunch..was interesting. Theres this kid Pong thats been snapping on the people that mess with him lately. The other day someone was calling him a 'chinese peice of shit' this was in vickies spanish class, and he turned around and just flipped the desk over with the kid in it. Other similar events. Today someone threw a milk at him in lunch, and he slammed it back on the table and it broke and made a big mess. Was big row. The rest of the day was fairly uneventful until drill practice. I think we did fairly well except for a few minor distractions..like Hampton practicing golf on the other side of the parking lot lol.

The bus ride home was great. Nick has been laying on his back in his seat the past few days,and today it was me,him,rusty,felicia,and dan all sitting this same way with our feet against the window. It was pretty funny cuz it was kinda close proximity and me and nicks heads are like..weve got like an inch and a half maybe of room.so were laying like this.and since me,felicia,nick,and dan all wear glasses we were trading and comparing prescriptions and getting confused who had whose glasses cuz we were all blind..lots of fun.
 
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06:56pm 25/03/2004
 
mood: distressed
arrrg where to start where to start.ERM.yesterday..ill start by period.

HISTORY-had test..was fairly easy.

ROTC-yesterday was uniform day,but we had several guest speakers (korean war veterans)so there was no open ranks inspection. We did the promotions before the the first speaker, and I got Airman First Class yesterday.

GYM-we had FOUR people on our volley ball team. cuz everyone else was at that play thing. >>;. it was me,cheryl,robbie,
and sarah.the team we were playing outnumbered us by like five people.

ENGLISH-finished The Old Man and the Sea stuff.

ALGEBRA-test

LUNCH-nothing out of the ordinary

GERMAN-Frau decided to move the room all around so now I sit behind Josh Powell.

STUDY HALL-watched speakers again, talked to Captain Faughner about some things.

BIOLOGY-had quiz.went over some controlled breeding notes.
 
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GOAL ACHEIVED   
07:40pm 15/03/2004
 
mood: excited
ahaha yesss.im going to see the vines this weekend at the electric factory!!!!

nobody else wanted to take me.so i asked mike.cuz he

A)knows his way around the city

B)is pretty loose with these types of things

C)is the type that WOULD take a train to philly with me to see three bands hes never heard of

und das is das,und das ist prima!

the marine core physical fitness challenge was today.Nick was there,as was Theo, Kim, Matt,and various others.

today in rotc we brainstormed for ideas for next year.
suggestions were made for things like trips and fundraisers.
matt ran the show since kim was at the marine core challenge.
 
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iris food cooking frenzy   
08:57pm 13/03/2004
 
mood: cold
so...i woke up this morning around 4:30 still thinking i was going to have to get up for school.so then i slept til about ten o clock and got up and mom went to pick up brittany.while they were gone i took it upon myself to make potatoe farl and homemade porridge.

traumatized the fish a bit i think.

marvelled at the wonders of H.I.M. and their singer Ville Valo.dududuuu

wtf is up with everyone and their fucking brother covering the cure??

311 did the love song, and green day just did 'i fought the law'

hm.a trend?LEAVE THE CURE THE FUCK ALONE.they are NOT a force to be reckoned with!!!!!
 
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THE PAIN!tHE MENTaL pAIN   
05:57pm 08/03/2004
 
mood: crazy
dear god i want to go see the vines.theyre touring.AND I WANT TO SEE THEM.

somewhere.i dont care.ANYWHERE.

;-;

dear god.tis so unfricking fair.and i think theyre out of tickets on Y100 to the sonic session.theyre playing the electric factory.HMMM.lets check out admission..TWENTY DOLLARS A PERSON!?GOOD GOD THATS GREAT!!

*dies*

im currently in a state of mental panic.
 
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stole from shed   
07:10pm 29/02/2004
 
mood: lonely
Your name spelled backwards: anid alyk
story behind you user name: tool used by ninjas to get across water
Current Location: new jersey.
describe yourself in four words: lazy annoying obsessed random

Describe Your:
wallet: i have two.ones cami and i never use it anymore and the one i use now has like..a token for a train and my id card in it.
hairbrush: long silvery white one when i can find it
jewelry worn daily: my watch.possibly random necklaces/bracelets
pillow cover: none
blanket: black and tan
coffee cup: big snowman mug
sunglasses: had some..they...uh...went away
underwear: ..randomness
boots: two pair of combat boots,one pair of two fifty boots that me and shed each bought a pair.
handbag/backpack: mesh black jansport.has ninja button on label patch.army keychain on bottom compartment

favorite shirt: black button down corset back shirt
scent: strawberry incense.and shoe polish
CD in stereo right now: rammstein-mutter
tattoos?: none
piercings?: twice in one ear once in the other
hair: short, long blonde straight
makeup?: did wear black eyeliner&mascara all the time.got lazy.
in your mouth: cookie dough
in your head: armand
wishing: to go to chinatown
talking to: nate keeps leaving.but occasionally yeah
eating: ..cookie dough

Further Stuff
nobody expects the...: sushi to have poison in it
do you like candles?: i love candles..i need more in fact
Do you like inscence?: :D ja
Do you believe in love?: sure
Do you believe in soul mates?: meh
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yep
Who is your worst enemy?: *contemplates whether she has a worst enemy* that kid in my german class
If you could have any animal as a pet, what would it be?: i want a FRIGGIN PIHRANA
three cities you would love to live in: elsewhere than here.but attachment to..MEH I DUNNO
something you wish you understood better: anything and everything. I DESIRE INFINITE KNOWLEDGE.OF EVERYTHING.
something you wish you'd learned: more karate
favorite word: shrapnel
what is the meaning of life?: there isnt one.you live and die.the pointlessness of it all is marvelous
 
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dead bugs live in the lamp cover   
05:59pm 17/02/2004
 
mood: distressed
its not like thats something i never knew before...but i just changed the lightbulb in the kitchen...and am i the only one who cant figure out how the fuck they actually get in there?
and wehnever i change the lightbulb.i have this fear.that like..if i dont screw the screws in tight enough then when i walk away or when i turn the light on itll fall off.hm.

well.i am a weirdass.but thats quite alright. anyway.I SHALL LEARN TO CONTROL MY TASTE IN PEOPLE.becuz.im sick of myself.

RAWR.the poultry ppl hide the LITTLE POPPY THING.i wanted to see if the got damn chicken was done.BUT NO.i couldnt find the little fecky popup thing.it was alllltheway in the back.
fuckers.

there must be another reason.id really like to know what i do that other ppl dont that makes me cadet of the marking period material.well.i know.but they said.at that meeting.i did really well.and ive been contemplating.now what exactly the feck was it that i did differently.DID YOU OTHER PPL NOT SQUARE YOUR STEPS OR SOMETHING??hm.anyway.

we had a test today in rotc.open book.open handout.AND SOME KID.sitting in the element next to me.is alll..tryin to ask me feckin questions.HE DIDNT KNOW WHO THE GROUP COMMANDER IS.
im sorry.stupidity only reaches a certain level.HE CAME INTO OUR FLIGHT TO PIN KIMS NEW RANKS!dear god.

is there no hope
 
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stolen from one of sheds friends out of boredom   
04:46pm 16/02/2004
 
mood: cold
Describe

-- Your heritage: irish,english,german,italian,and czech
-- The shoes you wore today: put on flipflops briefly to take dog out.other than that im wearing socks
-- Your hair: is getting cut soon
-- Your eyes: hazel, and w/a stigmatism
-- Your fears: dont have really specific ones
-- Your perfect pizza: MUSHROOMS


What is

-- Your most over used phrase: dammit
-- Your thoughts first waking up: frig.that wasnt enough sleeping time.
-- The first aspect of the opposite sex that you notice: eyes,facial structure
-- Your best physical feature: i like the pale freckles under my eyes
-- Your bedtime: depends
-- Your most missed memory: warm sand

You Prefer

-- Pepsi or coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: ARBYS
-- Single or group dates: ..yeah
-- Adidas or nike: vans
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ewww
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee
-- Boxers or briefs: Boxers

Do You

-- Smoke: nope
-- Cuss: yep
-- Sing well: nein
-- Take a shower everyday: for the most part
-- Have a crush: jah
-- Who are they: classified
-- Do you think you've been in love: no
-- Want to go to college: im goin to the air force academy bizach
-- Like high school: actually i kinda wanna stay here for a while
-- Want to get married: maybe
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: yeah
-- Believe in yourself: sometimes
-- Get motion sickness: no
-- Think you're attractive: no
-- Think you're a health freak: fuck no
-- Get along with your parents: on and off
-- Like thunderstorms: yeah
-- Play an instrument: nope

In the past month, did/have you

-- Done a drug: nope
-- Had Sex: no
-- Made Out: no
-- Gone on a date: no
-- Gone to the mall?: no
-- Eaten an entire box of oreos: no
-- Eaten sushi: i wish
-- Been on stage: urm..i was for the parents night thing so yeah i guess
-- Been dumped: nope
-- Gone skating: was sposed to
-- Made homemade cookies: saturday night!
-- Been in love: no.
-- Gone skinny dipping: no.
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: nope

Have you ever

-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?:nope
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nah
-- Been caught "doing something": no
-- Been called a tease: no
-- Gotten beaten up: other than by shawna and shed no
-- Shoplifted: no
-- If so, did you get caught: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: fuck no
-- Age you hope to be married: old..er
-- Numbers and Names of Children: none
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: dont have one
-- How do you want to die: military.and honorably
-- Where you want to go to college: air force academy
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: missile launch officer
-- What country would you most like to visit: russia or japan

Number of

-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 2 i think
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 2..maybe.not even
-- Number of CDs that I own: god who knows
-- Number of piercings: 3
-- Number of tattoos: none
-- Number of scars on my body: 25-30ish.not counting
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: many

My Father thinks I am: over critical
My Mother thinks I am: lazy
My sister thinks I am: dunoo
My grandma thinks I am: ..i dunno
My grandpa thinks I am: hes dead
My best friend thinks I am: a loser most likely

Yes or No

+you keep a diary= closest thing to it is the blogs
+you like to cook= yeah
+you have a secret you have not shared with anyone= yes
+you fold your underwear= no
+you talk in your sleep= how should i know?
+you set your watch a few minutes ahead= no
+you bite your fingernails= ew.no
+you believe in love= i guess

Last

x. movie you watched = a few good men
x. song you listened to = ill nino-how can i live
x. song you've downloaded = nightwish-elven path
x. cd you bought = urm...probly the headbangers ball cd
x. person you've called = shed
x. person that's called you = shed
x. tv show you've watched = law and order
x. person you were thinking of = natalie..O_o.i dunno either

Do

x. you wish you could live somewhere else = yes
x. think about suicide = on occasion
x. you believe in online dating = meh..
x. others find you attractive = for reasons i fail to fathom,yes
x. you want more piercings = yes
x. you want more tattoos = yeah
x. you drink = meh.nah
x. you do drugs = no
x. you smoke = no
x. you like cleaning = not particularly
x. you like roller coasters = yes
x. you write in cursive or print = print
x. do you carry a donor card = hell no

Have you

x. ever cried over a girl = no
x. ever lied to someone = yes
x. ever been in a fist fight = yeah
x. ever been arrested = no

What

x. shampoo do you use = finesse
x. perfume do you use = dunno.smells like cotton blossom
x. shoes do you wear = vans or uniform shoes,depending on what day of the week


Your friends

Who makes you laugh the most? probly..shed.and random other ppl
Who has the best advice?: me
Who's been through the most with you?: urg i dont know.katie probly
Most Random?: shed
Most could-be-mistaken-for-being-high?: urm.
Lives the closest?: shed
Have you dated and regreted?: urm.no
 
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